Thirteen Months

Thirteen Months have passed and Motherhood still continues to be an amazing learning experience. I have to admit, although I am trying my best to note all of Marleys happening's; I find myself going through my own devolpement. I have to remember, you never stop changing and growing, life happens, and you just go with the flow, wing it, make it happen.... unless you're confined in a cave somewhere. I have no formula, no set schedule really, I just choose to spend quality time with my family. I hug, kiss and say "I love you" everyday. We sleep, we eat, we learn, we appreciate life and smelll the roses. And all the other stuff like work, paying bills, taking meetings, auditioning, etc. gets done.

It's funny how Marley is going through seperation anxiety. I leave the room and he breaks down and starts to scream and cry, like someone is torturing him. When he wakes up from his crib and see's Mama and Dada sleeping he grunts to wake us up and bring him into bed with us. Marley! the feeling is mutual on both accounts. I'm sure when you become an adult, and want to go off on your own, I will cry and scream like someone is torturing me! ahhhhh the Circle of Life. So, for now I will make you feel secure, let you know that I am always nearby, let you sleep next to me......because one day you'll be all grown up and this prescious time will be gone. Everyone tells us that "they" grow up so fast, so why?.........